Last night i went to an all local hardcore show at the Fresno CYC. The bill was 5 local hardcore bands and over 80 kids showed up and pitted their asses off. Central California bands and the scene isn’t built around hype, and is for the moist part over looked by the rest of the hardcore community. Well last night proved that the Lower Central Valley Hardcore scene is alive and well. I feel bad for everyone who turns a blind eye to the bands, venues and the scene that we have. I’m proud of it. The Lower Central California Hardcore scene is alive and well. Shoutout to Selfish Ways, Gorilla Stomp, Reunion, Rise and the Fresno CYC.
Of being everybodys emotional blanket and goes to your two of you in particular. I’m done having to stay up til 4 am to be the shoulder you cry on late at night, while you pretend to be happy with life during the day with the guys you chose over me with. Pretty bitter words, but its pretty lame that no one gives a shit about how i feel anymore. I’m done answering your calls, your texts and everything else. Goodbye.
Don’t go chasin waterfalls
Anonymous asked: scott mendoza
That’s my name, don’t wear it out
i’m barely alive, my heart just sunk at the thought of where you’re at…you’re not with me and i’m losing hold on the center of my life it’s turning black… “i feel so alone in this fucking city” miles of separation with only a phone to let you know it’s killing me to stay so far away but i can’t go back to that place where i gave up my dreams and i broke myself for acceptance but it never embraced me and it crushes me to know every word i wrote to you never saw the light of day would it have changed a thing? could it have taken away our pain? it was a lesson learned… …one i could have done without i can’t live with a broken heart when it’s the one thing we share a million miles away so i’ll keep waiting… …i’ll be waiting right here